Everything is crumbling..i need to pick up those debris to form a perfect puzzle again..

Life's been just a straight line lately...too many things to think about my projects and assignments. I need some inspiration for my project now..Think Think Think!
I cant wait for tomolo to come..I need my salary...im darn broke this few days..Eat Perth healthy grass lur..
It happens to me before when im in KL..now its happening now..I need my salary to get me going again. I hope for brighter days to come..gloomy sky please shoo away..Blocking my SUN nia.

I need faith..where's my faith?i need to go back to the spotlight again. Through HIM i have taken a right decision. At times i try and hope for things that aren't His will but at the end of the day He is still the person i need to turn to, to correct myself. Im always thinking Why Why Why?

Im Lost in Assignment

Sienz man..assignment due tommorrow and im only like 20% done.Super duper Sienz..Somebody please give me some clorox to clean my head..Its full of junk and keeps wondering around.Thinking things that im not suppose to think at this moment of assignments..Its geting pretty much of the space.Arghh...Newcastle 0 - 0 Chelsea..Blek:(
I feel so sleepy..dun wan to strain my brain anymore..Do tommorrow and hope for some ideas to get through me then.
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Hope for a Sunny Day

From my window looking out i am seeing a bright sunny day..but perth weather damn sot that u get sun a while the next thing u know its raining.Sienz..woke up from a tired day yesterday.Hope to do my two assignments and projects which gonna due very soon or else something today.I have two crappy assignments which i dont even know what is it about.Seeing it makes me no mood to even continue reading to second page.
Happy to meet up with my former collegue from Sony in KL yesterday in Perth..Aiyo..in Perth things so different one..Ask where is Parmelia Hilton nobody knows..lucky i search google..Unlike in Kuching or KL..ask where is Hilton everyone also know.Might be the Parmelia word.After meeting her for a drink i have to catch a bus back to Nandos to work at 5pm.Damn sien..have to work on a Sunday.Its a day of resting k!!i thought i would go back at 10.30pm the latest after close.But no!i went back at 11.30pm.where got plp close till that clean one?tommorrow they gonna throw rubbish here and there again..haizz..then whole day did nth to my assignments or projects yet.Still to be open and write the first sentence for them.Why oh Why?Im becoming lazier each day..Back to the days i study in curtin miri.or even when i studied in Inti College.whack!

A Day Just Goes By

Feeling kinda sienz..after the easter camp i woke up and went back sleep and woke up again and slept til 3pm.I have just wasted half a day doing nth but sleeping...
I got tonnes of assignments and projects to be done but i just dont have the kick to start off anything.Very damn sienzzzz...3 weeks of not touching my assignments or projects.Most of my time goes to sleeping.Mine as well just burn my bed so i dont need to sleep.Feeling stupid.
I got no inspirations lately.Where have everything gone?Lifes now is just like when i just stepped down in Perth.In a foreign land..
To make things worst i dont feel like working anymore.With all the days that i need to work that i dont think i have time for it.
Got few more days before starts classes again.I cant cling onto anything..but to just crawl over the pathways and face it that i might just give up what im doing and hope for the best to happen.
Everyone always thinks that im happy with the things i do and who i am.But in fact im so sad with most of the things i do and i am very uncertain about my ownself.Many things i do i have regretted doing.But there is one things i dont regret.Which is knowing God is with me.But how come i still dont get what he is doing with my Life?Im always feeling left out from His plans.I dont get the ignition to fire up anymore..:(
Please tell me why!!!

First Blog Entry..

Happy Easter to All..
It's been a tiring week..suppose to be a holiday.Haizz..
Tomorrow is the Church Camp at Ern Hilary and i dont even know what to pack wif me..Bag is so small to bring everything..but its camping so not suppose to bring much load..
Went to KV(kurrajong village today to play after the Easter carnival in Uni).
Then went to fetch KFC for dinner..got craving for kfc after long time din eat..Went to Nandos to have my KFC burger(they say i traitor bring KFC into nandos to eat)dammit...
After so long then i saw Merilynn there working...She intro me to Ricky(so called manager during that shift..haha) and end up going for movies after chatting for a while..haha..Thanx Merilynn and Ricky!!
Went for the first time to watch a movie in Perth..after 2 months in Perth...humpzz..
The movie was Mr Bean and its kinda boring though..coz Mr Bean doesnt talk much like the previous Mr Bean the Movie..This one he is dumber than ever..Seems that he doesnt even get old..face always looks the same and stupid..
After that went back to Nandos in Karawara...and after a while Merilynn was asked by Ken to picked up some boaz from Vic Park..So i juz tagged along and went for a sightseeing ride..Im 'sakai' k..This is like my 2nd time only to be in Perth City after 9pm..the first was when i went to Royal Perth Hospital a 2am...
And you know..Perth is like dead..most shops closes excepts the cafes..So we went to Perth city and try see any shops open..dang..its worst than Miri even..Went to Nortbridge instead to pick up Bubble Tea from Utopia..haha..Now i know where is Utopia..
I just settle for milo orea smoothie instead with choco bubble.Taste ok though.its Milo wat!!!
Hmm...after a while i reckon that Merilynn's Red Bean w/ Green Tea Red Bean Bubble tea taste ok..like cendol..i dunno how the Red Bean Bubble exist..she asked me that too..:p
Then went back to send bubble tea to Ken and Jason...Wait..Ken Ordered WinterMelon Bubble Tea..i heard that in the car when u called Merilynn...try to deceive us..dang!!!..
Got to go sleep now..Camps tomorrow and im still dreaming here...