A dream or a sign?

I woke up this few days with strange dreams. The message the dreams sents are similar.Might be i think the same thing too much d. Humzzz..
Im very very tired of thesis. Its sucking all my life out of me. I havent accomplished much this semester. S.O.S...Thanks to everyone that help me this few days. By just having lunch i released my stress..Odd way..I need all the strength, wisdom, knowlegde and blessings from God to go through this period. Love goes all out to the people around me..Hugs*

A so-called Healthy Diet

I challenged myself and my guinea piggy friend Marilynn Tim Tham to a Vege and Fruit Diet for 3days.For people out there you might think its a piece of cake.But damn..It's like so hard for me.I eat meat every single meal.EVERY!and this is my second day in the challenge.Its like freaking hard to eat things without meat in it.Everywhere i go sells meat.Saliva Dripping*.Succulent meat!!To make things worst i cant even eat seafood.damn..I wan PRAWNS..Prawns..PRAWNS.Anyways..My food for yesterday was Nandos Regular Chip..hehe..Mash Potato and Instant Noodles..Its the most unhealthy stuff compare to meat.Today i had better though.Eating Subway.Subway..with Vege Patty..How uncool is that.They must have thought i vege freak o what.And corns from Nandos.Needa survive for another day..woohoo then can eat seafood at least.Actually I wanted to fast for 1 whole day..But hack its like so hard..need to think of my thesis.And i for sure cant do that with an empty stomach.
The best is saved for the last they said: Yeah, the best part of this so-called Healthy Diet is that i actually dream that i ate meat and broke the challenge.And wellz i woke up without eating. I dont think that eating it in my dreams counts as breaking the rule of not consuming meat.LOL

City Of Mandurah

A little change from the scenery of Perth City and the out of the vicinity of KARAWARA.
Mandurah
Mussels
Salad
Australian Brekky
My burger

Erica Underwood House Outing 7 Oct

The student housing organized a trip to various wineries and choco factory where i got my shirt and nougat(which is pronounce as Nu ga).If i would create something similar to Nougat i would call it Kauknenat(which i pronounce as Ka ni na).
Only few pictures was taken.Dunno why.Lazy to take out camera.Regretting it now though.

Whats left of my Mondo Nougat
Margaret River Choco Factory
Oakover Winery
Houghton Winery mini Bottle
Partial Macadamia Slice
Tiramisu in Monda Nougat Factory

Last But not Least a souvenir

Got a cool T-Shirt wif my kind of Addiction on it.
Sam,Sarah,Sarah 2,Me(Sarrel)

Harvest Restaurant 6 Oct

This cool restaurant locates itself in a quiet town of fremantle.From outside it looks kinda little Hut cafe.Like running illegal business in Malaysia.Outside looks like decent coffee shop.But when goes inside like selling apa apa macam also got.Juz joking.But it really looks so.Some of the food and the people that made the day.

Like quinche..
Blueberry Pancake.
A hearty brekky..Drools*
A hot Mocha to kick start my day.
Da yong and me

A also went to Cottesloe Beach the very same day.Sizzling Hot.But not Peri Peri hot ok!
Me, Yee Fang, Sarah, Thomas and Friends!!choo choo

Starting all over again

Its been long since i blog.I cant find any ideas to blog.Im a bad blogger.
But since im on something now i shall blog.
30days of not playing dota and going to casino.
Hope this will stay.Must get my thesis done very very very soon.

Counting down..

19 days and counting to my holidays~
i got plans for the next 19 days as it seems short:
Day 19-Harbour Town Shopping
Day 18-Working at Nandos
Day 17-Go Northbridge buy food for steamboat(Ruby Ruby)
Day 16-Sleep the whole day
Day 15-Working at Nandos
Day 14-Working at Nandos
Day 13-working at Nandos
Day 12-Shopping time again.
Day 11-Work again at Nandos
Day 10-Church lo..
Day 9-Officially kick start my studying
Day 8-Study(offwork this day)
Day 7-Exam(first paper and i forgot which unit im having exam)
Day 6-Working at Nandos
Day 5-Yippie!!Im 23 years old now..It's my Birthday~(15th June 2007)
Day 4-Working at Nandos
Day 3-Church
Day 2-Study
Day 1-Study
Day 0-Exam(2nd and last paper)MERDEKA!!Not actually i still got another semester to do..haizz

A week of work

This will be my judgement week.I need to get my projects together.My assignments done.My studies corrected. I have been procrastinating all this semester till now. I need understanding from God to help me get through this week.

Unpertubed by changes

Trying to adapt to changes around me. I have said what i should not said but what is done is already done. Life goes on!! Hope things changes for the better now. I know that i have a weak faith but only God can carry me through any circumstances. I've learn to discover how much my housemates have walked with me. There's no turning back but to look forward as looking back will only make me subdued in the careless things i did. I've to be ready!Ready for Winter..Need to do some shopping this weekend.

Cell group day

Again i went to Burswood.hmmm..temptation too great. This time i met two girls from curtin on the same table. Sheesh man..Why is there so many curtin girls in Burswood?Are they having lecture there? I havent found a guy that i dont know is from Curtin yet in Burswood. And these girls are like super winning one. Sot man..if only i could get some of their super win..I've been tired this few days..and really time pass by very fast. Im getting on my things and be serious about it next week..Im a bug..i cant sit still in the room. It makes my life worthless. I need to go around so that i feel my life is fulfilling. But if i keep on goin to Burswood i think i will end up starving..Nahh..I shall stop a while from going. Maybe one week. That wont harm me i guess..

Truth

Quote: If i ask and you lie, than i shall not ask so you wont lie for lying is a sin.

Another day goes by

Was on leave today..but woke up by the sound of my phone ringing from my work place. haizz..but i din pick up the hp and tried to sleep. End up waking up at 2pm..Siens.Should have gone to work and come home at 3pm.At least i got salary. Did nothing the whole day until go Burswood with celest and eve in the evening.
I guess when im down i would go to Burswood to pass by my time not to think about anything.
I sat next to a girl on the Pontoon table which of all the place studies in curtin also after a few chit chats..What a small world. After an hours of playing her fren came, her fren's face was seemingly very familiar. OMG.. It's celest cousin that i met the nite before to help celest get some food from her.. The girl earlier on tried to confuse me say she is my housemate's cousin's sister. humppp..How smaller can this world get!!
Actually she was seemingly funny when the ah ma on the same table wif us keeps on arguing wif her. So she once ask for a knife from the dealer or a masking tape to tape the mouth of that women. Yeah..the women was particularly annoying with her eyes keep on staring at plp when its our turn to get the cards. Feel like poking her eyes with fork man. Even the ah pa that sit next to her cant stand her grumbling. Sienz la when sit same table wif ah ma everytime.Owez talk so much. Only a $10 per bet oso wan to talk so much.cant stand it man!!!Yeah..so i agree wif the girl..haha

Everyday is another day

How come so suey one??Go ate breakfast wif Roy, Celest and Jean(eve so-called sister). Eve din wake up..she sleep and sleep..I bang her door she still can answer then go back sleep. We are suppose to avoide the inspection team so we went out at 9.30am to Subway. We expected them to finish inspecting the houses by 10.30am.So we came home at 10.30am. And hmm...we saw the inspection team at the next flat coming out when we came back and they saw us and you know what?Our flat was the next to be checked. Haizzzzz...
This time got unsatisfactory. They gonna check again on the 10/5 . I think they unsatisfied cos we tried to avoid them. They know it..dang..
Nvm..At least our room got checked d..Set out for work at 11am came back at 3pm went carousel changed by laptop bag. And went to buy speaker. Tempted man!!!...yea ce..i suppose to buy it yesterday so you could help me carry it when u offered to carry it.hehe.. But i have to carry it back to my flat today ... My hand almost putus man..
But was happy when i settled down..Im gonna make this flat more lively now....Thats the thing missing in my life when im in Perth.

Flat Inspection Day(8th May 2007)

Today is the flat inspection day.8 hours to go.This time the rooms are gonna get checked as well with the common areas. Sienz man..Early in the morning come check.Some more i got work at 11am.But anyways..My housemates and i planned to go eat Subway for breakfast before the inspection team comes. Cos we dont want to hear their nagging and stupid opinions. So they will not see us in the room.HAha..I need to do a lot of things this few weeks..Especially my project. I pray that there is hope to get through this project with flying stars..Im still a lazy bum after severals years of studies. I hate working.But when im working i fee like studying.But when im studying i feel like working. I cant seem to satisfy myself. I like things that are not easy to get.Seems i like challenges and when i get those things im very contended and happy to keep those things.

Flat 12 Outing..

Wah..what a costly outing..haha..but it was fun..Makes me feel so happy even its so costly. Dunno why also. Maybe im happy using all my salary finish and then dun need to think about it. I'm crazy..:(
Next week outing...Undisclosed location..but its on the flat notice board..Hope this time im not tempted anymore.
Sienz..got so many things to do.Tommorrow need to wake up for church. I need to wake up!!
Love you people from flat 12. Caren..pls join us next week. Dun miss out on the fun leh.make urself available this time.
So let's start cooking for 1 week.hoho..

So Glad..

Im glad one assignment is down again. Now 3 more to go and my super sienz project work.
Woke up this morning and there is no hot water again. I desperately need hot water. Its so cold to bath without hot water. I cant go out without taking a bath. I feel very strange if i do that.
I dont want to keep on boiling water each morning. Its so time consuming and hmm..I dont have enough water to bath.burrr*

Im out of Words

....I am out of words..I cant seem to concentrate on anything.I feel very sleep. Class starts in 10mins and im still at home writing this wu liao blog for no reason. Sienz man...I feel so sienz..not as in boring..sienz as in tired, etc..etc.I can put aside somethings..^-^

Everything is crumbling..i need to pick up those debris to form a perfect puzzle again..

Life's been just a straight line lately...too many things to think about my projects and assignments. I need some inspiration for my project now..Think Think Think!
I cant wait for tomolo to come..I need my salary...im darn broke this few days..Eat Perth healthy grass lur..
It happens to me before when im in KL..now its happening now..I need my salary to get me going again. I hope for brighter days to come..gloomy sky please shoo away..Blocking my SUN nia.

I need faith..where's my faith?i need to go back to the spotlight again. Through HIM i have taken a right decision. At times i try and hope for things that aren't His will but at the end of the day He is still the person i need to turn to, to correct myself. Im always thinking Why Why Why?

Im Lost in Assignment

Sienz man..assignment due tommorrow and im only like 20% done.Super duper Sienz..Somebody please give me some clorox to clean my head..Its full of junk and keeps wondering around.Thinking things that im not suppose to think at this moment of assignments..Its geting pretty much of the space.Arghh...Newcastle 0 - 0 Chelsea..Blek:(
I feel so sleepy..dun wan to strain my brain anymore..Do tommorrow and hope for some ideas to get through me then.
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Hope for a Sunny Day

From my window looking out i am seeing a bright sunny day..but perth weather damn sot that u get sun a while the next thing u know its raining.Sienz..woke up from a tired day yesterday.Hope to do my two assignments and projects which gonna due very soon or else something today.I have two crappy assignments which i dont even know what is it about.Seeing it makes me no mood to even continue reading to second page.
Happy to meet up with my former collegue from Sony in KL yesterday in Perth..Aiyo..in Perth things so different one..Ask where is Parmelia Hilton nobody knows..lucky i search google..Unlike in Kuching or KL..ask where is Hilton everyone also know.Might be the Parmelia word.After meeting her for a drink i have to catch a bus back to Nandos to work at 5pm.Damn sien..have to work on a Sunday.Its a day of resting k!!i thought i would go back at 10.30pm the latest after close.But no!i went back at 11.30pm.where got plp close till that clean one?tommorrow they gonna throw rubbish here and there again..haizz..then whole day did nth to my assignments or projects yet.Still to be open and write the first sentence for them.Why oh Why?Im becoming lazier each day..Back to the days i study in curtin miri.or even when i studied in Inti College.whack!

A Day Just Goes By

Feeling kinda sienz..after the easter camp i woke up and went back sleep and woke up again and slept til 3pm.I have just wasted half a day doing nth but sleeping...
I got tonnes of assignments and projects to be done but i just dont have the kick to start off anything.Very damn sienzzzz...3 weeks of not touching my assignments or projects.Most of my time goes to sleeping.Mine as well just burn my bed so i dont need to sleep.Feeling stupid.
I got no inspirations lately.Where have everything gone?Lifes now is just like when i just stepped down in Perth.In a foreign land..
To make things worst i dont feel like working anymore.With all the days that i need to work that i dont think i have time for it.
Got few more days before starts classes again.I cant cling onto anything..but to just crawl over the pathways and face it that i might just give up what im doing and hope for the best to happen.
Everyone always thinks that im happy with the things i do and who i am.But in fact im so sad with most of the things i do and i am very uncertain about my ownself.Many things i do i have regretted doing.But there is one things i dont regret.Which is knowing God is with me.But how come i still dont get what he is doing with my Life?Im always feeling left out from His plans.I dont get the ignition to fire up anymore..:(
Please tell me why!!!

First Blog Entry..

Happy Easter to All..
It's been a tiring week..suppose to be a holiday.Haizz..
Tomorrow is the Church Camp at Ern Hilary and i dont even know what to pack wif me..Bag is so small to bring everything..but its camping so not suppose to bring much load..
Went to KV(kurrajong village today to play after the Easter carnival in Uni).
Then went to fetch KFC for dinner..got craving for kfc after long time din eat..Went to Nandos to have my KFC burger(they say i traitor bring KFC into nandos to eat)dammit...
After so long then i saw Merilynn there working...She intro me to Ricky(so called manager during that shift..haha) and end up going for movies after chatting for a while..haha..Thanx Merilynn and Ricky!!
Went for the first time to watch a movie in Perth..after 2 months in Perth...humpzz..
The movie was Mr Bean and its kinda boring though..coz Mr Bean doesnt talk much like the previous Mr Bean the Movie..This one he is dumber than ever..Seems that he doesnt even get old..face always looks the same and stupid..
After that went back to Nandos in Karawara...and after a while Merilynn was asked by Ken to picked up some boaz from Vic Park..So i juz tagged along and went for a sightseeing ride..Im 'sakai' k..This is like my 2nd time only to be in Perth City after 9pm..the first was when i went to Royal Perth Hospital a 2am...
And you know..Perth is like dead..most shops closes excepts the cafes..So we went to Perth city and try see any shops open..dang..its worst than Miri even..Went to Nortbridge instead to pick up Bubble Tea from Utopia..haha..Now i know where is Utopia..
I just settle for milo orea smoothie instead with choco bubble.Taste ok though.its Milo wat!!!
Hmm...after a while i reckon that Merilynn's Red Bean w/ Green Tea Red Bean Bubble tea taste ok..like cendol..i dunno how the Red Bean Bubble exist..she asked me that too..:p
Then went back to send bubble tea to Ken and Jason...Wait..Ken Ordered WinterMelon Bubble Tea..i heard that in the car when u called Merilynn...try to deceive us..dang!!!..
Got to go sleep now..Camps tomorrow and im still dreaming here...